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time is cheating on me. not fair!
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i am just tired from the past days, so i took it easy today. too easy. because... i had forgotten what day is tomorrow.
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and now i have to work till 10:30 pm and don't know what to do about tomorrow.
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it' HIS special day.
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fuck! i am such a nimrod. how could i have forgotten this year february has 28 days and not 29?

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probably because i was so tired from being a housewife yesterday. i spent over 6 hours wearing a dust mask and yellow rubber gloves (not sexy, believe me) because i wanted everything to be perfect when Master arrived. and i taught an extra class at night time.
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(Master never comments on when i clean the house. blah!)
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i served Master when He arrived, then i read till late. He had to take me to the bathroom cuz i was too scared to go alone.
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worked this morning, then read some more, and ate in bed. Slept, went to the doctor, heard the doctor tell me i'll have to get surgery (whatever), came home.
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time for a shower and coffee, then i go to work.
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i have no idea of what to do for tomorrow. too little time for arts'n'crafts, too little money to go to the mall buy Him a game or something. all i have are 20 bucks from the money He gave me on monday. and that's it.
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stupid!
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oh well, things will work themselves out. i have to go to work.
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