*infamous*

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a lot has gone on. either i burn myself too fast and feel numbed, or i just feel numbed. the only moments of comfort lately have been His arms.
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but the Mr. Man is stranded at work, while the Yakissoba i cooked is stiff cold on the kitchen sink. i eat figs.
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i love figs. they are so sinful.

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on the random side as well, i am worried about my madonna labret. i had some problems with the other jewel i was wearing, and it ripped my gum a bit. it hurts, that's all.
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for the first time in a while i forced myself to edit some photos and take others. i still have to take some vanilla, but those can wait.
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i should be getting to bed by now.
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maybe.
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it's lonely without Him.
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oh yes, i taught an extra class today. then people wonder why the world is as it is today. my fault?

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we are all going to hell.
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i work there this friday.
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and something is definetly wrong. i'm listening to metallica. i'm a punk rocker, for heaven's sake!
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"So tear me open, pour me out
There's things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me, until it sleeps"
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