*that unusual man*

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for once i miss my mother's lap.
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tomorrow i MUST buy blueberry tea. It's a known herbal remedy for PMS. And i can't take this bitchiness and the binge eating for much longer. i could just pull my hair out right now. Plus when one is eating picles with oatmeal and chocolate, something HAS to be wrong. Blergh.
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i figure there are only two things that make me feel absolutely fantastic. Ok, 3.

- the rush of adrenaline from a new project, specially related to fashion.
- dancing. Anything, anywhere. Just dancing. Who needs wings when one has feet.
- a long loving kiss and a warm embrace.
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i feel really lonely right now. Master knows how lousy i am feeling. That i am just sad for the sake of being sad, and that i can't help it. i just wish He would realize that even though sad, being by His side makes it not feel so bad.
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He is just so aloof at times. Like... always... yes, He's so unusual...

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Luckily, this gal will always have Fred Astaire. And Ginger Rogers.
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