Friday, January 25, 2008

*ennui. Also spelled photoshop.*

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Ennui: Listlessness and dissatisfaction resulting from lack of interest; boredom.

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Ennui also spells photoshop.







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Friday is the day i consider my day off. The most i usually have is a meeting, and the Mister works, so its kind of my day.
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So i woke up at midday. All sore from tap dancing in heels. And masturbated. Porn is lame and boring, and hell, masturbation sucks. i get off in two seconds and then what? i'm supposed to feel satisfied, right? Well, i don't.
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Sex is definitely overrated. Specially masturbation. Ok, so what about food? Yeah, i had lost my appetite, right? Well, good (?) news... i'm back to binge-eating. So i threw my pink battery-operated lil' friend to the side and popped in a whole packet of cookies instead. Ahem, wrong cavity dudes... Goddamn you pervs.
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In also went a packet of Toppo (like Pocky but manlier) and i'm about to gobble down a big bowl of Chinese instant noodles. And i have no idea what flavor it is because it has no romanji on it. Then i'll probably spend the rest of the day poking my love bumps and feeling bad about it. At least i haven't gone back to laxatives. That part of overeating is nasty.
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Well, it's my day off. But the place is chaotic and i had vowed to get things into place today. Ahem. Liar.
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This weekend is the Chinese New Year celebration. Year of the Earth Rat. The year of the Metal Pig was good, hope this one goes well too. I should have made up a Fruits Basket cosplay in celebration, but i have a Bulma one i'm dying to wear.
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Oh, yeah... Anime event this weekend too. i really want to go!!! As Bulma obviously. The Man really wanted me to make Him a cosplay this time, but on a one weeks notice amidst all this mess and having a total of 0 experience sewing masculine clothes, that spelled impossible. i would need at least a month for such a project.
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Hope to hit this expo soon.
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So, i guess i'm waiting for my b-day to break me out of this cycle. The Sunday after this one. February 3rd. i really should get myself a new tattoo... Something special. Dunno.
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i also wanted to party. Lots of candy and drinks. But i don't know about that either.
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There has to be a good side to this. I mean, if you expect nothing, anything goes, right?
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Wrong.
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Guess that on one's b-day its ok to be an attention hog. So if anyone wants to make my day just let me know. No wish lists crap, most stuff doesn't deliver to Brazil anyway. (i wish my SG stuff would arrive soon too).
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time:



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Maybe i'll face the world after this bowl of noodles. Or maybe i'll go get drunk. Or both. Yes, definitely a hot shower, Betty Hutton and a cherry martini will do.

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Mood: ennui.
Now playing: nothing. Guess that is the problem.


"And when I get a certain feelin' I confess it. There's really only one expression to express it. I want some huggin' and some squeezin' and some muggin' and some teasin' and some leapin' and some chasin' and some weepin' and some pacin' and some stuff, I want some stuff like that there."

Betty Hutton - Some stuff like that there


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P.s.: Seems i'll have a party after all. Next fetish ball on Feb. 2nd. Which means a hungover b-day and possibly afterhour parties. Hope that turns out a private party for two and a hot tub. Yay!
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edit:
boo for: playing with Dragon and Tiger Balm on/near one's genitals. i mean, alone. Why won't He come home soon. Ouch...


yay for: coffee with cream and frangelico, vodka with white vermouth and strawberry Popsicles.

Café Frangelico

Ingredientes :

  • café molido
  • azúcar
  • agua
  • cremora o crema
  • Frangelico
  • crema chantilly
  • canela en polvo

Preparación :

  • Preparar café negro.
  • Añadir una cucharada de Frangelico, una cucharadita de cremora o crema, después de unir los ingredientes añadir azúcar al gusto.
  • Poner por encima crema chantilly con canela en polvo.
  • Se puede servir frío o caliente.
As for the other aforementioned drink... two doses of citrus vodka, two doses of white vermouth, and one strawberry Popsicle. Shake and pour into tall glass (preferably Hello Kitty glass). Stick in straw and take into long hot bath with cute music on and chocolate incense. Yay!
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