Maybe it's my upcoming birthday.
Maybe it's the fact I have less than 10 bucks in my wallet for the week. (Not counting the money I put aside for the kpop show in the end of February - my only birthday gift to myself).
Maybe that I haven't been making much money at all. Even if I am working on things I love.
Maybe it's the fact I'm drowning in debt right now.
I'm pushing down the need to scream and cry. I don't have the time for that. I can't afford the luxury of being depressed. Literally.
I'll be ok. It always turns out ok.
Once again, I'll be the one making/buying my own cake for my birthday.